Tuesday, August 27, 2013

wherever i go: saying goodbye at daddy's grave



this morning in the midst of dashing about
i found myself near daddy's cemetery
i knew i had to take a moment to say goodbye

i pulled up to the gates i had visited so often
a place i had found to bring solace
whether i could experience solitude in thought
or wrangling kids running between hedges
i have found joy and peace there time after time
especially in those moments of sorrow and yearning to hear his voice

as i walked into that cemetery this morning
tears streaming down my cheeks
something most important occurred
a truth was reconfirmed to me that i had experienced first hand over this past year
and it came again this morning
but in the voice of my father
as i stood over his grave

briana i am not here
i can be wherever you are
that peace and comfort you desire will be yours no matter where you go
you don't need to cry anymore
i know you have lots to do
so go and do them

oh my daddy, forever giving wise counsel
i felt a love fill my entire being
and i felt the truth of those words

i know from the depths of my soul that there is life beyond the grave
do i know all of the details of how and what
no, but i don't need to
i know my father lives
for i have felt his presence and i have heard his voice
families are eternal through the grace and power of Jesus Christ
and the sacred ordinances of His Holy Temple
this i know to be true
and this i will carry with me
or in fact, it will carry me
wherever i go

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Peggy Taylor's avatar

Peggy Taylor · 609 weeks ago

That was a beautiful experience. Hold it tight in your heart.
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Christine L. · 609 weeks ago

Sweet Friend... XOXO I have had some beautiful and similar experiences. I assure you it is true and that he will be close whenever you need him. I love you. When you settle in a few weeks ahead maybe we can have a phone conversation. :) Me with my busy 5 you with your 4 life is just so busy. But when my BFF moved to Utah we found that carving out an hour and reconnecting worked. We laughed that we are closer now 700 miles apart and more in touch. But when freed from the thought "let's met for lunch" We started planning a "talk" and I have been blessed. I would love to share some things. XOXO I miss you! Love Christine L.
I love you sweet girl. Peace be with you and go forth with your head held high. All will be well. xoxo
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Melissa Ro · 609 weeks ago

You're inspiring! I'm crying
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Katie Allred · 609 weeks ago

This is such a sweet post! I have been thinking about you a ton these last few days as I know you are stressed and sad, leaving California, but I am sure, hopeful and faithful for a new and good experience in Utah. I am praying for you and thinking of you often. I'm so glad you felt this peace in your heart!
Your faith continues to inspire me. I'm so glad to know you and have you be a fine example to me.
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