Friday, March 08, 2013

the liebster award and divulging 11 random things about me

the liebster award
liebster, (liebste) meaning kindest, dearest, beloved, cute, endearing in German.
an award given to you by a fellow blogger
i feel honored to have been bestowed this award by my outrageously talented friend Amy from Commona-My House
you remember her
my dear friend whom i was invited as a guest blogger for my Holiday Family Feud Game
someone who has continually given me inspiration and encouragement as i seek out my lofty goals with my blog and as a mother
she has been my champion


the liebster award is a blogger to blogger, peer award, used to highlight up and coming, smaller, lesser known blogs that are less than 6 months old and have less than 200 followers. liebster is an award that you accept with an intention of paying it forward. 
Amy passed on this award to me because although I have been blogging since 2006, she knows i am in the process of re-birthing my blog so to speak, giving it a new life.


When you accept your Leibster, you must pay it forward and nominate other bloggers that you would like to award. 
So, here are the guidelines for the award:
1. You must post 11 random things about yourself.
2. Answer the questions that the nominator set for you.
3. Create 11 questions for the people you nominate.
4. Choose 11 new blogs you love and link them in your post.
5. Please leave me a comment on this post with the URL to your Liebster post so I can learn more about you!

{i wonder if 11 is a lucky number in Germany}

this is how i will follow this award since that is how it was explained to me, 
but for those nominated by me, 
see my grace-given adjusted guidelines at the bottom of the post

i will now proceed with the divulging of some random facts that you may or may not know about me 
Briana Johnson
blogger here at Sweet Dreams are Made of These

the random that is my life:


1. In high school I drove a sweet stickshift maroon Honda Civic Hatchback bought in Compton with serious ground effects-we're talking pavement scrapers-, a fixed muffler - you could hear me coming from a mile away, boy did i love to hear the gears shift-, heavily tinted windows, and a removable steering wheel. Yes the steering wheel came off as a security measure.  

turn a knob, twist the wheel and pop, off it came.  Oh how I loved that car til my brother drove it into a fence. 

2. I am California royalty.  I am ninth generation Californian with my great, great...grandfather being Jose Dario Arguello, founder of Los Angeles and governor of Alta and Baja California.  Our family used to own much of California. If only they would have had the foresight to hold on to it, I could have oceanfront property in La Jolla.


3. Mike and I met in August, were engaged in October, and married in January!  What??!!

Yes, it happened.  I was swept up I tell you.  He laid on the charm thick and I bought all of it.  It was all true.


day 1 of our marriage:  La Jolla, CA

we celebrated our 15th wedding anniversary this past January.  click here for photos of us throughout the years.  and with 14 moves in 15 years, we're intense

4. I was robbed by some gypsies in Spain.  I was ambushed to buy a flower for una peseta, una peseta.

Before I knew it they were gone and so was my money.  I cried at a nearby cafe and our sweet waiter who didn't want their thievery to be my impression of Spaniards, bought me a beautiful embossed ring from a neighboring shop... yes, I was crying there for a long time.  Well, that experience did not deter me from traveling.  I have a constant yearning to travel.  
my travel log has included: Paris, the French Riviera, London, Oxford, Barcelona, Italy and Mexico City

5. I am extremely accident prone...oh the stories I could tell or my family for that matter.  I knocked out and swallowed my front teeth when i was 8 by tripping over a step at 7-11. i got my shoe stuck under the door while saying goodnight to my date.  i cut through my arm to the tissue while trying to trim a thread from my sleeve, the list goes on...

people often say, 'it could only happen to you' or 'don't hurt yourself'
i have been affectionately named 'Amazing Grace' and during the Kevin Costner 'Dances with Wolves' era I was dubbed 'Runs into Walls'

holy cow this is long....

6. While speaking in front of my church congregation and sharing a message about our Lord and Savior, a haggard looking man who had walked in from off the street stood up and began approaching me, loudly proclaiming to be Jesus.  I'm pretty sure it wasn't him.


7. I love teaching others! I love seeing that light in their eyes when they are grasping onto something new, when they begin to think, Yes!, I can do this!!  I have taught many different subjects in my life including yoga, crafting, sewing, Spanish, film, floral design, and currently have the best teaching job around, Sunday School teacher to 16, 17, and 18 year olds!


8. Being surrounded by bold color makes me happy, whether its in my wardrobe or in my house.  Color is king.  I love one and all.  I'm not afraid of it.  My response to the 'oh i could never wear that' :  If you're confident to walk out the door with it, you can make it work.


9. Family room dance parties are an everyday occurrence.  We are music junkies over here {and Spotify addicts}   Music in the kitchen, music in the car, music upstairs.  My kids have some serious moves.  It makes me light up to see my children love to dance and listen to music.  Something that has been passed down from my family growing up.  We still love to get together and dance.  Hiring DJs for our family gatherings is extremely common.


10.  I love moments when I can escape and be a kid: slip and slide escapades, ultimate frisbee, Mother May I, relay games, cannonballs in the pool, water balloon fights, Disneyland, pogo sticks, Chinese firedrills





11. A mix-tape of my life, Side A:
September- Earth Wind & Fire

Grace - David Tolk
Together Forever- Rick Astley
Dreams-Cranberries
To Be With You – Mr. Big
Estoy Aqui - Shakira
Groove Is In the Heart – Dee-lite
Canon in D – Pachelbel
Come What May – Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor
When You Say Nothing at All- Ronan Keating
Sweetest Thing – U2
Only You –Yaz
Come Back Down - Lifehouse
Stolen – Dashboard Confessional

You Are the Best Thing - Ray LaMontagne
Remind Me Who I Am- Jason Gray

{read more random facts about me here or a brief biography here}

are you still here...
serious props to you if you are still reading this.

Intermission
'Stronger' by Kelly Clarkson playing in background
toast some pop tarts or grab some junior mints
and let's hit it

if you haven't gotten enough of me yet,
here are the 11 questions Amy has asked me to answer:

1. What is your dream home?
oh that's a toss-up:
either an oceanfront home in La Jolla or a flat in Paris
both would need a deck to be able to take in the sights and sounds of the view
but really if it was up to Mike and I we would have a modest home here in the States and then travel abroad giving our children an international education

2. What is your favorite song and why?
this is forever changing as one of my favorite hobbies is to discover new music
right now the song that transports me to another time is
'grace' by david tolk
this beautiful piano piece immediately brings me back to being a little girl holding hands with my daddy
when i hear this song, i somehow imagine my life as a child being played back as if on a reel of projector film with those lines streaming down it, no sound, just a little girl running and playing with her father
i can not refrain from crying each time i listen to it
oh how i miss holding his hand

3. Who is your celebrity designer alter ego?
i'm not sure if Elsie Larson of a Beautiful Mess has reached 'celebrity status' quite yet, but i choose her
everything she does is beautiful
the first night in Minnesota I was with Jessica from Jeff Loves Jessica Photography and she told me that she and her friends had termed the word 'elsish' to represent anything fabulous.  love it!!

4. What is your favorite blog post you have ever done and why?
my blog is such an eclectic collection of topics, mimicking real life i guess you could say so it is difficult to chose just one
on the personal side, i guess mine would be 'in pieces',
i am such a visual person and in writing this analogy, it helped me to work through some of my life's difficulties and see how things could fit back together
on a lighter note, i would say 'back to school photoshoot', these photos capture this time in our life and i want to hold tight to it

5. What are 3 of your favorite blogs and why do you love them?
a beautiful mess - the creativity that comes from these gorgeous sisters is inspirational
pugly pixel - my dream of being a graphic designer is lived out through her amazing tutorials for photoshop
a subtle revelry - the art of merrymaking, isn't that such a delightful tagline

6. How long have you been blogging and why did you start?
i started Sweet Dreams are Made of These way back in 2006 when blogger was just a baby.  having moved away from my family, i wanted them to have an opportunity to stay up to date on what was going on in my little family's life.  since then my blog has greatly evolved, with more changes coming soon.  i'm hanging on tight for the launch.

7. "I'll ________ if it's the last thing I do"
that would have to be a toss up between 'learn how to sail' or 'ride in a hot air balloon'
both have been dreams of mine for years.
both so dreamy
both involve feeling the wind in my face and breathing in the beauty around me
i'm there in my mind already
you're welcome to join me

8. 'Best vintage or decor find of all time'
'of all time' sounds so final, so instead my current favorite would have to be my vintage 1950s Son Chief toaster my mother-in-law bought for me after i was drooling over it at a consignment shop.
it is a similar style to Mrs. Hughes' toaster on Downton Abbey {to which an entire blog is dedicated}
smoking included




9. What is a home trend that you have tried/followed that you've regretted?
man i can't think of one
i've made some good mistakes
i can think of a fashion trend though
rolling my socks
awe. some.

10. Who is your favorite author?
being a Humanities major, i read literature from cultures all around the world
i am fascinated to see the world through such contrasting eyes
such an amazing part of my life
today's reading varies slightly to looking at the world through the eyes of my children
we are surrounded by books, books in every nook and cranny
so today i would say my favorite author would be Laurie Keller
you can not help but laugh when reading her zany tales

11. Favorite pattern?
i have been a houndstooth gal for years
the fondness of it originating from the subtle patterned suits my graceful mother used to wear.
it is a familiar pattern and one i have incorporated into my own wardrobe and home decor

well there you have it
if you read through this entire thing, i owe you lunch or perhaps a frozen yogurt topped with butterscotch chips for your time spent

now on to the part where i pass this award onto the next group of bloggers

i am also choosing to feature many blogs whom have been around longer than 6 months,
bloggers who have made an impact on my life


and the nominees are......
My new friends:
1. The woman behind the curtain at Minette and Milo
2. Brianna from Mine Style
3. Jessica from Mine Style
4. Janel from Mine Style
5. Katherine from Katherine Marie
6. April from The Power of a Family

Who I've run to for advice:
7. Leslie from My Happily Ever After
8. Cathi from Simple Sojourns
9. Amy from Our Daily Obsessions
10. Amanda from Oh My Little Dears
11. Jessica from Living the Swell Life

{Amy my nominator, from Commona-My House falls into this category}

So ladies, I'm not sure who the Liebster Award Monitor is but I'm going to be granting you some serious grace on cutting this down.
Not that I don't want to hear all the ins and outs of your life, but lets keep it a little shorter.

so here are my adjusted guidelines, 
feel free to do the whole version if you'd like

1. You must post 8 random things about yourself.
2. Answer the questions that the nominator set for you.
3. Create 8 questions for the people you nominate.
4. Choose 8 new blogs you love and link them in your post.
5. Please leave me a comment on this post with the URL to your Liebster post so I can learn more about you!

{8 is my lucky number}

My questions for you to answer are:
1. Head to toe, what is your favorite outfit you own?
2. What is your favorite song and why?
3. What is your favorite blog post you have ever done and why?
4. What are 3 of your favorite blogs and why do you love them?
5. How long have you been blogging and why did you start?
6. "I'll _________ if it's the last thing I do".
7. What current trend are you loving the most?
8. What is on your mantel?

alright ladies,
congratulations on your liebster nomination
now spill it
and make sure to comment below so we can check back on your post

Wednesday, March 06, 2013

come join us under the State Farm umbrella

since leaving Apple there have been a few more bumps in the road career-wise for Mike than we had anticipated
but my words back then still ring true today
the bitter + sweet ending of jobs past has brought us that much closer to our hopes for Mike
that he would find a new job that would allow him to not be completely knocked out from exhaustion and pain each and everyday, a job that would allow his skills and abilities to be unrestrained in their reach-yes, he's got skills!, a job that would be more conducive to the schedule of a growing, young family
and as his Multiple Sclerosis progresses, this job description continues to be increasingly essential to our family's ability to function and succeed 

we are beyond thrilled that stars have aligned and heaven's blessings poured down, and that this seemingly illusive job has become a reality for our family
a job with a future for us even if health wise the MS does the unthinkable

i invite you now to come join with us in this new career
for you have a large part in our success as well
a symbiotic relationship at its best
come join us under the State Farm umbrella



MS has led to some eye-opening perspective changes for both of us, i finally coming closer to acceptance.
this new reality that progressively comes with new physical limitations
+
Mike's lifelong passion for life and financial planning...not to mention his tendency towards going against the grain and challenging conventional wisdom
=
new career with State Farm Insurance

although life and financial planning has been a lifelong hobby of learning for him, he has spent the last 8 months training and learning on the fast track 
in large part due to my incredible brother, Luke, whose agency Mike is managing

Mike wants your business
he's someone you can trust
someone who will be there
i give my full-hearted ringing endorsement

its more than just insurance.  
auto & fire = yes!  -- but also Life Insurance, Financial Planning, 401K Rollovers, Health/Disability options, Long Term Care insurance, and banking options!


Mike can help you 
manage your risk
recover from the unexpected
and realize your dreams!!

please reach out to him.  he wants to be your advocate and advisor:
  • Life Planning
  • 401K Rollover
  • Retirement
  • Banking {Mortgage, Auto Loans, Checking and Savings, Credit Cards}
  • Business Insurance
  • Auto Insurance
  • Health Insurance
  • Home & Renters Insurance
  • and more
he would love to have a chance for your business
to put the protective umbrella of State Farm over the ones you value the most
you know he will work that hard for you

so for those of you who are a California neighbors please
call or text him at 951-249-4577
email him at mike@dixinsurance.com
visit their website at www.dixinsurance.com
visit their facebook page

those of you in other fine states
we encourage you to contact your local State Farm agent

we have been the recipients of a great many of your prayers and service over the past few years
and we thank you
i know that we can count on you in supporting us in this latest and promising endeavor



this message has been approved by the 'Mike Johnson for your Life Protector' campaign
i'm briana johnson and i approve this message

Tuesday, March 05, 2013

minnesota be crafty retreat: meeting the girls

well it all started with a dear mutual friend and a birthday blog post from two ladies that i instantly fell for
for Amanda's 30th birthday these girls created a road trip of 30 gifts of kindness for 30 strangers
leaving in random places small gifts, including candy bars, popcorn, lottery tickets, and my favorite, a gift card in a baby changing station with a note thanking the mom for being strong and an awesome mom.
tell me you wouldn't want to be friends with these girls!!
{read more about their gifting adventures and see the dreamy cake over here and here}

one thing led to another
jump ahead 4 months 
and through the generosity and belief of my mother that this could be just what i needed
i was on a plane to Minnesota...smack dab in the middle of winter
for a splurging 5 days of meeting these incredible women and playing at their Be Crafty Retreat
here i am in my California coat, with my world traveling mother's snow boots and winter's coat in my carry-on



exiting the plane onto the jetway i felt a brisk rush of cold reality sting my skin
looking outside i saw the trail of breath being exhaled by anxiously waiting pedestrians
out came all the winter gear
i actually prefer dressing for the cold
more layers and accessories to add


jessica graciously picked my freezing little California self up from the airport
she was just as i had imagined
warm with a soothing voice and a twinkling gaze that lets you know that she's sincerely interested in what you are saying and immediately makes you feel at ease
instant friends

our adventure began in a typical fashion
first stops to the universal go-to shops,Target and Jo-anns
{did you know that Target was started in Minnesota, apparently Corporate Headquarters is pretty sweet}
Jessica had her list which included sewing machine needles
we met the happiest employee of Jo-anns that ever there was
we learned more about sewing machine needles than either of us ever knew was possible
this happened over and over again,
everywhere we went, from the bakery to the party store to the grocer
people were overly helpful and neighborly chatty
i came to learn that what i was experiencing had a name and a reputation
it is called 'the Minnesota Nice'   {its even got is own wikipedia entry}
i wonder what the name for the California experience and reputation is called:)

we later arrived at jessica's charming home in a beautiful neighborhood of steeply pitched roofs, equipped with detached garages
that doesn't sound very fun in the snow
i was privileged to be there for a scrumptious dinner with jessica's jovial, attentive husband jeff and their adorable inquisitive son graham,
his Lego play and series of questions made me feel right at home
jessica gave me a little tour of their dreamy home, where character and warmth lay in every corner
antique trunks, vintage linens & dishes, and pieces which carry unique personality like this framed card that i immediately fell in love with
a 'please no sword fighting' sign definitely belongs in my home

we soon began crafting in preparation for tomorrow's Be Crafty Retreat
chatting about our favorite blogs, our families, and our histories
Jessica taught me how to make these festive tissue paper tassels
oh the possibilities

later we drove through Minneapolis and ended up at their new studio space in heart of the trending artisan area of the city
i loved the character of the worn brick walls, exposed beams & pipes, and peeling paint
a perfect space for just about anything
it will become a space for their workshops, photography sessions, and pop-up shops


at the studio i met amanda
also just how i imagined
a vibrant hugger bursting with creativity, ready to conquer the world
once again instant friends
we had our work cut out for us as evidenced by the packed to the hilt car she was driving
full of crafting supplies galore
she wasn't expecting to have to shove two more suitcases into it but with stuff under my feet and in my lap, we were able to shut the doors

we drove to this town home on the picturesque frozen Lake Minnetonka where the retreat would take place
an absolute winter wonderland
we stayed up laaaaate laughing, chatting, crafting, arranging and rearranging furniture and supplies
it was therapeutic to talk with others who understood my 'world' of blogging and creativity
first thing in the morning i wanted to walk out to the lake, the frozen lake!!!
luckily i remembered not to wash my hair before we left as i am a lazy air dry hair kind of gal
really i'm just not that patient or coordinated to use a blow dryer
can you see that i'm standing on a frozen lake
they got a kick out of my fascination with all these frozen lake related
like just hopping in your car and thinking, 'oh i need to hurry and get to the store, so i'll just drive my CAR across the lake to get there faster'
or hauling a tiny house equipped with satellite dish, generator, and propane tank out onto a frozen lake to stay the night and cut a big hole out of the ice to go fishing
unbelievable


this was all the start of a beautiful friendship
polka dot and heart shaped balloons are always the recipe for something good
can't wait to share with you the eye candy of my stay
prepare yourself for crafting overload




Sunday, March 03, 2013

winner of the minette and milo giveaway: your entries blew me away


i am so happy to have partnered up with Minette and Milo to bring you this gorgeous giveaway
the peacock frock
having 328 entries seriously blew me away
thank you so much for your support 
and a dance of joy going out to all of you who decided you liked what you saw here 
at Sweet Dreams are Made of These and to follow my blog or Instagram 
i hope to hear lots from you
please come back and visit soon and often


without further ado
drumroll please.........

aubrey i have emailed you, so look for the message of congratulations coming your way
your little one will be donning her peacock frock soon

for those of you in second place
you just missed it by *this* much
so close
you have another opportunity to win these darling Minette and Milo JoJo Jammies over on 


and look what arrived in my mailbox today
including the darling Coco Cardigan
the ruffles on this flow so delicately
and what about these adorable prints



i hope to see you back soon
let's not part ways too long
i have a few more giveaways in the works that i know you'll love

i would love to hear your favorite online children's clothing shop
you know the modern, indie kind with those pieces you just love and keep your little one dressed in style in a non-cookie cutter kind of way
oh i am so grateful for target
but there's nothing quite like original pieces to liven up a wardrobe
please share your secrets with me

Saturday, March 02, 2013

smile and wave: my first ad space


today i impulsively purchased and was approved for my first ad space for my blog
this purchase was driven by several factors
one, i have lofty goals for my blog this year with lots of exciting changes
two, one of my favorite bloggers, rachel from Smile and Wave, posted that she was having a sale on her ad space
and 'c', the ad spoke to me: "a great way to test the waters if you are a small business" or blog

so here i am lighting sparks 
and 
testing waters

and here we are smiling and waving to welcome new readers from Smile and Wave
lots of smiles
a few waves {we need to wave more}
'hi' new readers.... welcome to Sweet Dreams are Made of These
read what i blog about here
and what elements make up my family of 6 here

for my current readers
to whom i say, thank you oh thank you for coming around again and again 
head on over to Smile and Wave and play "I Spy" with me
"I Spy" with my little eye
something that says 'Sweet Dreams' {that's all i could fit on a tiny ad}
and has a blue writing instrument on it
the scene looks a little like this


but don't be satisfied with a screen shot
go see it in its real place in cyberspace


oh my word i am in the same sidebar as some of my favorite blogs:
and cakies
what?! 

sparks i tell you, sparks
its all starting with sparks
would love to hear what your sparks are
what is your inspiration?
what small steps have you taken this year that may lead to change or a goal?
what's lighting a fire under your feet?

Thursday, February 28, 2013

mr right and little miss t-shirt tutorial: adventures with freehand cutting and freezer stencils


as promised here is the tutorial for my mr. right and little miss shirts
our valentine shirts this year as per our tradition

mind you, the idea for these shirts came as so many of my ideas come
nearing a deadline
{valentine’s eve}
and i just kind of start and the project takes on a life of its own life
i have to say it is such a fun and addicting process ... that of creating
being inspired and then bam... ideas start flowing... images flash into your mind...
your hand working with a medium...morphing materials into something completely new
something of your own creation
i highly recommend it

my inspiration for this project came from this piece of scrapbook paper that i purchased at the dangerously incredible store Archivers in Minnesota {yes, i promise my post on my trip is coming soon!!!}



oh the restroom icons all cutesied out

SUPPLIES
*freezer paper
*exacto knife
*acrylic or fabric paint
*foam paint brush
*tshirt
*iron & ironing board
*fabric medium {a good option}
*silhouette cameo machine {makes some things easier, but not necessary}

i decided to use freezer paper to create my design as i have come to love from my first experiment with it on our shirts for last year’s MS walk.... go team MJ vs MS  

i began with my trusty sidekick, my silhouette cameo, to create the rounded rectangular outline and text below.  i chose the spin cycle font.  for my hubby’s shirt the rectangle measured approx 5” x 8” and my baby girl’s measured 4” x 6”.  the boys’ i did at varying sizes in between






SKETCH out your mr. right or little miss.  don’t be afraid to freehand.  my first one took many tries.  use your first one as a base for any additional designs.  of course it was too fun to only design one, so i made each one unique.  when designing your figure, make sure to pay attention to which portions you want painted and which spaces you want left the background color.  click here, here, here, here, and here to print off my rough photo templates for each design.  {remember it was in the wee hours of twilight that my inspiration flourished}



trace your design onto the middle section of the rounded rectangle cut out by your silhouette, making sure to trace it on the non-shiny side of the freezer paper.  using an exacto knife, carefully CUT out your design, making sure to keep all the little pieces that will be ironed on.





place a piece of cardboard inside your shirt beneath where your design will be painted.  place your tshirt on the ironing board. set your iron to dry, medium setting.  situate your freezer paper on your tshirt in the desired location.  IRON over the freezer paper several times paying attention to the edges. i found it was easier to iron everything on lightly and then peel off the little pieces that i wanted exposed.

if using acrylic PAINT, you can add fabric medium instead of using fabric paint, dab your paint onto your stencil in an up and down motion to prevent painting under the freezer paper.  i choose to remove my stencil right away.  i let mine dry overnight.

viola! your own tshirt design. a great alternative to screen printing.



have a go at creating your own t-shirt design and see where your pen takes you
free your mind and the rest will follow
a little wisdom from en vogue

would love to see what you create.
share, please share.

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

minette and milo giveaway: the peacock frock



morning to you
today i am giddy to be able to offer you an chance to win this luscious jacket
this ruffled peacoat has an outer quilted layer in a subdued version of the pantone color of the year, emerald
and is lined with a velvety chenille-like material
your sassy little miss will be warm rolling into town no matter snow or shine
 photo minetteandmilologo_zpsee0184fe.jpg
minette and milo is an up and coming online children's designer clothing boutique with big plans in the works
and big hearts
i discovered them through Instagram during one of their giveaways {i'm asking you again if you've joined IG??}
although i didn't win, i was chosen to be a recipient of their '26 gifts of love'
in which 26 others would receive a gift in honor of the 26 souls who lost their lives at Sandy Hook
such a powerful display of good will

today you have a chance to win
worn below by my felicity 







here are a few other items from their shop:
if you follow me on Instagram you may have also seen previews of two items i have purchased from them and have witnessed for yourself their fun, unique style




one lucky Sweet Dreams are Made of These readers will win
*this giveaway will close at midnight on Saturday March 2nd PST
*this giveaway is open to blog readers worldwide
*the winner will be chosen using Rafflecopter and will have 48 hours to respond to the winner notification email.  after 48 hours another winner will be chosen.
*the winner will be able to choose from sizes 2T, 3T, 4T, 5-6, or 7-8

a Rafflecopter giveaway

**don't forget that following my blog as well as following & reposting on Instagram earn you extra entries, so make sure to let me know through Rafflecopter that you are a Sweet Dreams subscriber and Instagram follower**

good luck to you all and i look forward to choosing a lucky winner!

Monday, February 25, 2013

a little fire under my feet: spark- my word for the year

last monday became my new January 1st
there may be a few January 1s throughout the year 
but i was grateful to once again experience that invigorating feeling of renewal that comes with a fresh start

sickness came and stuck around for a ridiculous amount of time
previous to our bout with the flu and bronchitis
in those early days of 2013
i had seen posts of commitments, resolutions, and inspirational words of the year
i too had made my own list

for some reason this year’s list just seems awfully familiar...
hmmm i wonder if the carousel ride of aspiring to overcome my weaknesses may ever stop
up and down
up and down
round and round i go
i’m getting kind of dizzy over here
i hope this year i may find that magic switch to release my carousel horse to the track so that i may finally cross that finish line

well i’m going to do it
i may get distracted and stop off for some cotton candy along the way
or divert to see the glorious colors of those wildflowers in the field aways off
or fall out of the saddle a few times
but i’m going to do it
i will cross that finish line of change, of improvement
of conquering the self sabotage of fear, defeatist thoughts, and lack of planning
and earn myself one of those pretty flowered wreaths... oh wait those are for the horse

my word of the year
{better late than never}
is


{photo adapted from here}

that’s all i need 
that’s where its going to begin
with something small
but something fiery
something to move me to action
nothing overwhelming
but as it catches hold in varying parts of my life it is going to spread and glow

i have had several experience with SPARKS already this year
the first had nothing to do with my own spark
but the spark of others
one young teenager girl who felt the desire to serve others, told her mom she wanted her family to come clean our house
her mother and dear friend of mine called and asked if they could come do this that night
grateful and feeling overwhelmed by the state of my home, i agreed
of course i spent the following hours cleaning all i could before they got here
but this family of 7 finished the job and our home was beautiful
from that day on, i protected that cleaning and our home stayed clean for an
ENTIRE WEEK
i felt an enormous weight lifted
i was happier
so were the kids
there was less fighting
peace i tell you, such a peace and a lightening
until....we got that horrible, terrible, no good, very bad flu
even the first couple of days i found myself doing the dishes and sweeping the floor
through my horrible aches, zombie head, dizziness...
fighting to keep up
alas it grounded me
oh i’m determined to get that back 
it will return

but it showed me what a little SPARK can do
it lightens
it enlivens
it empowers
it spreads

more SPARKS i am excited to share with you soon:
*organizational tools
*my incredible Minnesota trip
*recipes given
*recognizing the girl in the mirror
*plans for my blog

i’m getting off this carousel
on this uphill track
but i’m not worried because
i’ve got a little fire under my feet

what is your word for the year?  would love to hear!!

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

my trail of reminders: awake, for God is a God of miracles

whether it was the looming cloud cover today
or the fact that i sat at the top of the stairs and wept in disbelief as i watched my beloved husband scoot down the stairs one tread at a time 
his legs did not have the strength to step down them
then to stagger as he tried to stand at the bottom
all with determination to make it on his own
...today has been heavy

but there has also been a trail of reminders throughout my day that has culminated into an undeniable divine message for me

as we drove to school under a grey sky this verse of this hymn parted the heavens momentarily to remind me of peace and hope
when dark clouds of trouble hang o’re usand threaten our peace to destroy,there is hope smiling brightly before us,and we know that deliv’rance is nigh.we doubt not the Lord nor his goodness.we’ve proved him in days that are past.
later on i was able to dedicate some time for reflection
and a particular verse spoke out to my heavy spirit
behold he changed their hearts; yea, he awakened them out of a deep sleep, and they awoke unto God.  Behold, they were in the midst of darkness; nevertheless, their souls were illuminated by the light of the everlasting word.
awoke unto God
what a powerful imagery of indescribable brightness
awakening unto him out of the deep sleep of our grief, anger, loneliness, pride
and though we may be in the very midst, heart, core surrounded by our thickest darkness
nevertheless
oh my father’s favorite word
nevertheless
our souls will be illuminated by the light of his promises, his gospel, his love
our hearts will be changed

this is a promise i will cling on to
reach for
embrace

the last breadcrumb of my trail to hope amidst my trouble came in an expected way
my stalwart sister in law Jani that you have all come to know through her strength during the scariest of trials,
one that is difficult to summarize briefly
but one of putting faith in the Lord and doctors that Abigail’s newborn heart could be reconstructed and she could live, grow, develop
Jani asked me to make a copy of the video that i created using those first images of their new little family, 
the air flight helicopter, the waiting, the life saving tube, the moments of first connection between parent and child
a video that only showed the beginnings of her long struggle
she wanted to show this as a testament of overcoming adversity to her young women whom she teaches for our church 
youth who by looking at this energetic little one
may never have guessed the treacherous trials she has passed through



as i saw the miracle of abigail unfold before my eyes once again
i wanted to run and hold my vivacious little niece
one who will be undergoing surgery once again in a few short months



she is a living testimony to me that God is a God of miracles 
and that whatever difficulty i am going through, he will lead me through it
I am in his hands
Mike is in his hands
this trail of divine signatures was the perfect reminder today
that i doubt not the Lord nor his goodness
for he has proved it in days that are past
and he will prove it again and again,
each and every day as i awake unto Him
and though i may be surrounded by darkness at times
my soul will be illuminated by that knowledge that i am in His hands
His hands 
a God of endless things but most of all a Father in the truest sense of the title
of all the titles of respect and honor and admiration that are given to Deity,he has asked us to address him as Father


{for the beginning of Abigail's life miracle start here and to read more click here or on the label 'Abigail' in the sidebar
to read more about our journey with Multiple Sclerosis click here }

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